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it means a lot to me

by Aletris Pinkroot

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1.
Ashamed 04:35
I remember every weekend sitting on your couch How we'd laugh cause nobody cared Starting at your face in the reflection of my phone How I longed to touch it then I know nobody knew what we had And that's fun but i feel underpaid Did you keep us secret to keep me safe, Or were you just ashamed Cause I know we're done But i can't control myself Cause if the world falls over would you pick me up If not, I'm gonna have to go I know we've never said it But i don't think it's hard to see With the way you talk around me Would it kill you to make a move And I know we're done But I can't control myself Cause if the world falls over Would you pick me up If not, I'm gonna have to go I watch you watch your phone all night I watch you watch the walls all night I watch you think of what to say to me Cause I know we're done But i can't control myself Cause if the world falls over Would you pick me up If not, I'm gonna have to go
2.
Potential 02:49
I could light you up, I could show you what you've never seen, show you what you've never been, I could take you up, I could give you everything you need, Be the air you need to breathe Take me closer to you, Take my hand and take me out under the moonlight Be the wind under you But the world will never see what it was like, cause I know it could never work, but baby we had potential you and your bright-eyed smirk, my pretty queen hair and eyes, i know I'm not yours, I'm basically presidential, keep our love in a drawer, I'll keep my heart guarded up, oh You know you're a fraud, What's it like living the perfect lie, Living like you'll never die? When the world goes dark Would you pack up all your things and leave, Would you say goodbye to me I know it could never work, but baby we had potential you and your bright-eyed smirk, my pretty queen hair and eyes, i know I'm not yours, I'm basically presidential, keep our love in a drawer, I'll keep my heart guarded up, oh I know it could never work, but baby we had potential you and your bright-eyed smirk, my pretty queen hair and eyes, i know I'm not yours, I'm basically presidential, keep our love in a drawer, I'll keep my heart guarded up, oh
3.
Angel 03:33
baby im here baby don't worry darling just take my hand and follow my lead I'll keep you safe I'll keep your hands warm I'll keep you happy I'll keep you okay When the going gets tough and you think you're alone I can promise you I'll give you all that I own oh you're my angel babe i was lost oh i couldnt find my way trie to look up but the clouds hid the sun away but then came you then came your bright eyes then all the clouds dissolved and we danced in the light when the future was bleak and I couldn't believe you gave me my hope and taught me to dream And I couldnt explain what i couldnt believe Cause you gave me your word and I gave you my things
4.
In your future, do you imagine a girl like me? I don't believe that you would have it any other way In retrospect I think I've loved you for four years, In my defence, you couldn't have been harder to hate I've spent hours lying on the floor Trying to find out How to make you want me more Cause if i were a girl, I'm sure you'd love me And if i were a girl, I'm sure you'd want me more And I can't read between the lines you tell me, tell me it straight up, I never planned to fall Never planned to fall this hard Do you remember the night we danced in the ash, you know my lumberjack shirt still smells like a forest fire I spent forever building walls around my heart, but even bulletproof glass is able to shatter Cause if i were a girl, I'm sure you'd love me And if i were a girl, I'm sure you'd want me more And I can't read between the lines you tell me, tell me it straight up, I never planned to fall Never planned to fall this hard I see the chain around your neck, I see the chain beside our bed, maybe you'd ask if I was cold, and hold me all the night instead, I don't remember another time that I saw your eyes looking in mine, but that night you did, again and again and again and again But if i were a girl, I'm sure you'd love me And if i were a girl, I'm sure you'd want me more I still can't read between the lines you tell me, tell me it straight up, I never planned to fall Never planned to fall this hard
5.
I used to be so afraid to know people i know But who would I be to say That nothing mattered at all When all is said and done Would you still be the one When all I know is gone Would anyone listen at all You could never understand Never understand In favour of honesty I must admit I'm slow But pardon me to say I miss you more than you know, and I could tell you but you'd never understand No, you'd never understand My eyes will open to you I will become someone new I will destroy what I knew I will become someone new
6.
Anymore 02:49
If I was a doctor would you let me operate on you If I was a cheerleader would you let me cheer for you If I was a loser would you let me get lost with you If I was an actor would you let me pretend I was you cause I know when you're gone I won't have someone around anymore If you were a doctor I would let you operate on me If you were a cheerleader I would let you cheer for me If you were a loser I would let you get lost with me But if you were an actor I'd say I'm not what you should pretend to be cause I know when youre gone I won't have someone around anymore I mean think about it did you really think that any of this wouldnt burn up, cause like think about it it really doesn't seem that stable now does it cause I know when you're gone I won't have someone around anymore
7.
Cinnamon 02:56
You made me feel stupid You made me feel dumb You made me feel useless You made me wanna run You called my art boring You called my art blunt Now I found somebody Who doesnt think my music sucks I'm sorry your mum died It should have been you Know she's dissapointed In everything you do And you know it's so stupid How you're totally fine I let you off easy you left me confined
8.
Take Me Home 03:54
i never learned to pay my dues before never bothered to bother anyone anyone else Everything you did, it meant the world But I can't see you round anyone anyone else I know it's strange that I'm jealous of you I can't explain what makes it so moot but the way you talk around your friends was I ever what you wanted to know I'll fall to the ground in the dead of night I'll find something else to wrap my head around and forget everything I said I wouldn't say somebody take me home you'll find another friend you'll find another life you'll chase some other girl you'll find some other bride you'll find the better parts you'll find a ring of light and I'll find somebody else to blame somebody take me home
9.
Bite 03:02
You talk to me with a glimmer i see in your eyes but you talk round your friends like another man did I go blind? because I know it's cliche and I know it's kinda gross But they'll never love you like I do the most look me in the eyes promise i wont bite look me in the eyes do you feel it, do you feel it as well? 17 years and you're already burned to the ground but I've been right here all throughout your ups and your downs because I know it's cliche and I know it's kinda gross But they'll never love you like I do the most look me in the eyes promise i wont bite look me in the eyes do you feel it, do you feel it as well? look me in the eyes promise i wont bite look me in the eyes do you feel it, do you feel it as well?
10.
Shoulder 03:58
I was sleeping on your shoulder In the back of your mother's car Remember the night you told her She said she couldnt be more proud Remember when you told your sister She was happy it was me Cause she likes to make fun of you And I join in happily Is it alright if I never leave you alone Is it alright if I never leave you be I can't explain why i love you so just know it means a lot to me remember when we went to the park you let me do your makeup we laughed and joked about the way things are And you wanted me to know It was alright if I never left you alone It was okay if I never left you be You couldn't explain why you loved me so, But know it means a lot to me

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this is an album i made in 10 days as part of NaSoAlMo (mixing/mastering not included)

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released December 5, 2021

Edward Joseph helped with writing everything as usual

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Aletris Pinkroot Melbourne, Australia

Aletris Pinkroot brings a new, delicate sound to pop music, with beautiful, awe-inspiring tunes that will stop you in your tracks, as well as strong and groovy songs which are destined to get you out of your seat.
Based in Australia, Aletris Pinkroot is an indie alternative pop artist, destined to take the world by storm.
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